Public Enemies

I just really really wanna see this movie, hence the title.

Anywho...

Ok pretty solid weekend, at least it went to a pace that I wanted. Nothing frentic or over the top which I needed. Actually the whole week was kinda like that? The week of 6/22-6/28 is that weird week where EVERYONE seems to drop the face of the earth and disappears. It happens once a year and it's pretty much the most crucial for summer. Pretty much sets up the tone for the subsequent months. So yeah Anime Expo is three days away as of this writing and I can't wait. Everyone I know,for the most part, has been extremely busy getting ready and I'm looking forward to everything that's gonna go down. After AX my summer pretty much begins and hopefully it goes pretty smooth.

Fuck I REALLY want a donut

till next time Space Cowboy

The Score

I haven't felt like updating lately which is weird cause I've actually been ever so busy. Past week was a lot of fun and finals are finaly out of the way. But summer school rears it's ugly head, for now. Weekend kinda started on wednesday I guess and was pretty much enjoyable and full of great moments. Anime Expo coming up real soon and I'm stokey stoked for it. Got a mission that's gonna go down, which is my primary focus at AX.

That's all for now, I'm just really lazy right now.

Till next time, Space Cowboy

Rerun

I got a gnome in the backyard
I put him right on the X mark
he’s supposed to show me where the money is
hey wont you show me where the money is
I got it all on the back of my hand
I want your answer so I won't forget
then show me right where your heart is
oh right now tell me where your heart is

Oh Mandy, Oh Mandy
Oh Mandy, Oh Mandy
So Dreamy, Oh Mandy
So Killing, Oh Mandy

Sure I had trouble from the onset
I tried to chase things I couldn't get
Show me a rerun on the W
Show me a rerun on the WB
So What's it like to be in it
and move away to the Midwest
I gotta message for your auntie
I gotta message for your auntie

Oh Mandy, Oh Mandy
Oh Mandy, Oh Mandy
So Dreamy, Oh Mandy
So Killing, Oh Mandy
Oh Mandy, Oh Mandy
Can read me, and has me
Oh Mandy, Oh Mandy’s
Completely out of reach

And now I know I’m at the end of my wits
don't gotta tell me where this is going
cus I know nothing ever falls apart
yeah I know nothing ever falls apart
remind me once more where this is going
before I fling it out into the ocean
it’s kind of level but its wavy
Its looking more blue than it is green
it’s looking quiet as I jump in
so I can finally hear you scream
You got a gnome in the backyard
you put him right on the X mark
you’re eating brains out the back of my head
oh yeah, that's where the money is

Oh Mandy, Oh Mandy
Oh Mandy, Oh Mandy
So Dreamy, Oh Mandy
So Killing, Oh Mandy
Oh Mandy, Oh Mandy
Can read me, and has me
Oh Mandy, Oh Mandy's
Completely out of reach



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The Song Remains the Same

ok for all you who read this(all three of you) I also started another blog. It'll be purely reviews. SO this blog will STILL be random and whatever, but the other will have a point. I'll be keeping up with both of them so you can enjoy both

http://f1nalmessenger.wordpress.com/

here is the link

enjoy

Till next time, Space Cowboy

Know That

This was found at http://www.theonion.com/content/opinion/but_if_we_started_dating_it

THESE ARE NOT MY OWN WORDS

But If We Started Dating It Would Ruin Our Friendship Where I Ask You To Do Things And You Do Them

I really like you. I do. You're so nice, and sweet, and you listen to all my problems and respond with the appropriate compliments. But, well, I don't really see a relationship in our future. It would be terrible if we let sex destroy this great friendship we have where I get everything I want and you get nothing you want. Don't you think?
I knew you would understand. You always do.
We're so perfect as friends, you know? I can tell you anything, and you know you can always come to me anytime you need to hear me bitch about work or how ugly I feel. You wouldn't want to ruin a friendship like that just so you could be my boyfriend, and have me look at you with desire and longing in my eyes, if only once—would you? Of course not. Well, if we started dating, it would only complicate this wonderful setup I've got going here.
It's just…you're like my best friend, and I would hate for something you desperately want to change that. I mean, sure, we could go on some dates, maybe mess around a little and finally validate the six years you've spent languishing in this platonic nightmare, but then what? How could we ever go back to the way we were, where I take advantage of your clear attraction to me so I can have someone at my beck and call? That part of our friendship means so much to me.
No. We are just destined to be really, really good friends who only hang out when I don't have a boyfriend, but still need male attention to boost my fragile and all-consuming ego.
Anything can happen once you bring romance in. Think about how awful my last relationship was at the end, remember? The guy I'd call you crying about at 3 a.m. because he wouldn't answer my texts? The guy I met at the birthday party you threw me? I had insanely passionate sex with him for four months and now we don't even talk anymore. God, I would die if something like that happened to us.
Plus, ick, can you even imagine getting naked in front of each other? I've known you so long, you're more like a brother that I've drunkenly made out with twice and never mentioned again. It'd be way too weird. And if we did, then whenever you'd come shopping with me, or go to one of my performances or charity events, or take me for ice cream when I've had a bad day at work, you'd be looking at me like, "I've seen her breasts." God, I can't think of anything more awkward that that.
Oh, before I forget, my mom says hi.
Anyway, you would totally hate me as your girlfriend. I'd be all needy and dramatic and slowly growing to love you. If I was your girlfriend, I would never be able to tell you all about the other asshole guys I date and pretend I don't see how much it crushes you. Let's never lose that. That's what makes us us.
Don't worry. You're so funny and smart and amazing, any girl but me would be lucky to date you. You'll find someone, I know it. And when you do, I'll be right by your side to suddenly become all flirty and affectionate with you in front of her, until she grows jealous and won't believe it when you say we're just friends. But when she dumps you, that's just what we'll be.
Best friends. Friends forever.



haha wow, what a vicious circle

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Disorder

The intial thought of being considered an after thought is pretty damn insulting and infuriating. I remember how it made me feel. I was all pissed. AND and emo bitch(yes Alice I didn't forget).

But then again why wouldn't you. People ignore you when you know you or others are expecting a response. They do things that they know you will have a problem with but they do it anyway. It's not to say they don't care about you. It's who they are. To some extent it doesn't make them a terrible person. Most of the times they only care for themselves and anyone else is just part of their agenda or simply in the way. I don't see it as a character flaw. Irresponsible sure. Very actually if you stop to think. BUT it's who they are and I know not to take it personal anymore.

Let's face it, if you're not part of the agenda you're nothing to keep track off or really care about. And hey it's honestly not something to worry about. Think about it. If whether or not you care has absolutely no effect on their actions why should it affect you?

So in many ways I've made peace with everything going on. I can't care. Simply because even if I did it's out of my control so why should I let it affect me? It simply is.

yes yes I know, lots of bad grammar. Shut up

till next time, Space Cowboy

This Year

Pretty solid week. Saw Up(<3) and The Hangover which was pretty funny. Got in a fight with someone cause they were being pretty fucking retarded but that's not so important. Some surreally shit happened this week. Kinda confusing and not sure what to think of it. I'll just wait to see what happens since it doesn't matter if I'm involved or not.

Updated my iPod like crazy which is pretty :D

a few important things will be going down this month. I can feel it. I'll overcome it when it comes

Shoot the Moon

First things first, my favorite part of doing these is making up the titles. Why? don't know just do.

ok so like last week was a crucial week. Like save my soul crucial I guess. Maybe that's an exaggeration but i think it sounds good. So I got my answer and shit figured out. Basically means I wont be no bitch no mo. Weekend was another strong one as it seems to be a trend. Don't get me wrong it's a good trend so yeah. New One Piece volume was fucking great as usual plus I almost own all 54(!) volumes!! Yes I know I'm a bit obsessed but fuck it, it's a fucking great series. got some amazing hip hop cd's as well and am so impressed by how good they are.

this is pretty sloppy and unpolished but that's my mindset right now, but in a good way :)

till next time, space cowboy